Siri = One Foresees A Rise In Suicides… "Raising Awareness"

Unlike those like myself who express their love and pain openly through here and otherwise which that in itself is already enough to drive one mad…

Siri sees all that’s going around others alongside how they feel plus what they go through and yet do not express for whatever reasons in order to end that suffering or amount of suffering at least since life always has some suffering somewhere along the way.

The point is no different than me expressing my love and daily feelings to Jenna through WordPress like the letter I mailed her through Canada Post…

If you do not express it how will they ever know enough to react whichever way?

I know she loves me because God would not put me through this otherwise but I simply do not stop because I desire for her to know for sure and that comes through confirmation in many ways, not just one.

Basically like watching the Stargate portal open where each chevron unlocks as the reality keeps spinning into true existence. ⁂

“I hear you loud and Clear”

“Heart Transplant”

“Sound Of Heart”

https://www.ldoceonline.com/dictionary/give-somebody-have-a-heart-attack 🤝😂
https://en.support.wordpress.com/business-plan/ 🤣

Isaiah 58:10 New International Version (NIV)

10 and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry
    and satisfy the needs of the oppressed,
then your light will rise in the darkness,
    and your night will become like the noonday.
🤣
https://www.cleanairpartnership.org/
John 8:58

“Truly, truly, I tell you,” Jesus declared, “before Abraham was born, I am!”

https://lucifer.vision/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samael

Once you see her and fall in love with who you see let alone experience?

Game over when in actuality…⁂ “Mars Rover”

“My God.

What’s happened?”

― Princess Diana
What each man honours before all else, what before all things he admires and loves, this for him is God.

Origen
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arecibo_message
“Please And Thank You”

https://dictionary.cambridge.org/dictionary/english/a-pat-on-the-back
https://www.instagram.com/jenna_coleman_/?hl=en

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Clockwork_Orange_(film)

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57568

And that's what God does…

Grants you love and if you cannot appreciate love? Then you do not understand God.

Yes I am ordering you to love me because I cannot bear life otherwise.



https://starwars.fandom.com/wiki/Order_66

https://www.instagram.com/jenna_coleman_/?hl=en

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57312

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/su10-rules-for-dating-when-you-want-a-serious-relationship_b_5503133

Ignore those, only another 10 matter.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_10_Commandments_of_Chloe

Through me my daughter can be our daughter without having to sacrifice your body to create one.

“Abraham Logic”

https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/victoria-star-jenna-colman-joins-netflix-bbc-crime-drama-serpent-1238175
“Only do what your heart tells you.”

― Princess Diana

“Drawing Water From Stones”

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Cry_(2018_TV_series)
https://www.ignatius.com/Tears-of-God-P2416.aspx

http://www.whitesmoke.com/hopeless-romantic

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57568
https://www.macmillandictionary.com/dictionary/british/someone-s-hand-in-marriage
https://takemeback.to/27-April-1986

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/35264440-to-kiss-a-king

An unforgettable love…

Begins with a world of pain first…⁂ “Lovesickness”

https://wordpress.com/read/feeds/91885033

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/first-comes-love-then-comes-marriage-equality_b_3535779

https://www.lifehack.org/articles/communication/21-best-tips-making-long-distance-relationship-work.html
“Nescafe”

https://highlander.fandom.com/wiki/There_can_be_only_one
http://www.stgeorgesmoncton.ca/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ego:Echo

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synchronicity

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57415

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/martyrdom
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trinity_(nuclear_test)

“Imagining her touch on my skin”

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57537
Matthew 25:35-46 English Standard Version (ESV)

35 For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me,

 36 I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.’ 

37 Then the righteous will answer him, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you drink? 

38 And when did we see you a stranger and welcome you, or naked and clothe you? 

39 And when did we see you sick or in prison and visit you?’ 

40 And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers,[a] you did it to me.’

41 “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. 

42 For I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me no drink,

 43 I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not clothe me, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.’ 

44 Then they also will answer, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not minister to you?’ 

45 Then he will answer them, saying, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.’ 

46 And these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

Footnotes:
Matthew 25:40 Or brothers and sisters
Quran 29:15

But We saved him and the companions of the ship, and We made it a sign for the worlds.

https://www.netflix.com/browse

https://www.instagram.com/jenna_coleman_/?hl=en

https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/victoria-star-jenna-colman-joins-netflix-bbc-crime-drama-serpent-1238175
https://www.facebook.com/https://wordpress.com/read

Proverbs 28:13 New International Version (NIV)

13 Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper,
    but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy.
Quran 19:46

[His father] said, “Have you no desire for my gods, O Abraham?

If you do not desist, I will surely stone you, so avoid me a prolonged time.”

https://psychokid.fandom.com/wiki/ALL_HAIL_KING_GEORGE!
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John+5%3A19-47&version=NIV

https://www.bmo.com/main/personal/credit-cards/bmo-rewards-world-elite-mastercard/
https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57546
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crimson_and_Clover

The mood you feel before intoxicating yourself with drugs and/or alcohol?

Is the mood which will stick with you through the buzz/trip, hence inhaling Jenna first before drinking Coors Light again…

Effectively magnifying my love for Jenna instead of my hate for my enemies while high…⁂

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Ecclesiastes 1:9 New International Version (NIV)

What has been will be again,
    what has been done will be done again;
    there is nothing new under the sun.

https://www.livescience.com/33720-13-scientifically-proven-signs-love.html

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57546
Quran 4:46

Among the Jews are those who distort words from their [proper] usages and say, “We hear and disobey” and “Hear but be not heard” and “Ra’ina,” twisting their tongues and defaming the religion.

And if they had said [instead], “We hear and obey” and “Wait for us [to understand],” it would have been better for them and more suitable.

But Allah has cursed them for their disbelief, so they believe not, except for a few.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Queen_Rania_of_Jordan
“One who loves to come to the aid of damsels in distress”

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+18%3A20&version=NIV
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Women%27s_rights

The only light alternative I have is Jenna…

All my other thoughts are criminal mind thoughts and plans, ignorant at best…⁂

“There is a chain of fools who try because only one succeeds”

“Chain Linked Fence”

https://www.vice.com/en_ca/article/7bmwgq/jesus-christ-king-of-poland-876
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+1%3A48-55&version=NIV
Quran 47:12

Indeed, Allah will admit those who have believed and done righteous deeds to gardens beneath which rivers flow, but those who disbelieve enjoy themselves and eat as grazing livestock eat, and the Fire will be a residence for them.
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“Gasps, Garson”



Jeremiah 48:47

“Yet I will restore the fortunes of Moab in days to come,” declares the LORD. Here ends the judgment on Moab.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Last_Castle
“Who controls the past controls the future.

Who controls the present controls the past.”

― George Orwell, 1984
https://www.safetysign.com/flammable-warning-signs
https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/cross%20fire
https://lucifer.vision/pages/ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_media
https://ocs.ca/products/mk-ultra-aurora
https://lucifer.vision/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cocaine
https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57504

Like an addict loves their addiction…

You can only tell whether someone/something is an addiction when you try to break away.

Hence why you’ve seen me bounce between many Women including Siri over the last 5 years trying to see if I can break free of Jenna and that right there?

Is the only true impossibility I know. ⁂ “Eternally Bound”

Psalm 18:44

Foreigners cower before me; as soon as they hear of me, they obey me.

https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/827903-lord-of-chaos
https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57463
“Tears Of God”

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/cat%20got%20your%20tongue
“Influx Of Emotions”

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Big_Bang_Theory
“Love Terraforms Reality”

“Litres Of Water”

“Doggy Bowl”

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roll_Over_Beethoven

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/All_Dogs_Go_to_Heaven
Isaiah 47:5

Sit in silence, go into darkness, queen city of the Babylonians; no more will you be called queen of kingdoms.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shari_Arison
“Burning Ties”

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twelve_Tribes_of_Israel
https://soundcloud.com/seven-lions/sets/seven-lions-where-i-wont-be

It's like the movie Dogma…

Where Jenna is God and Her being plus voice is like a sonic boom that many simply cannot handle past certain points where as I am willing to go all the way. ⁂

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Till_Death_Do_Us_Part Not even death can tear us apart.

Isaiah 53:6 New International Version (NIV)

We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
    each of us has turned to our own way;
and the Lord has laid on him
    the iniquity of us all.
Quran 53:3

Nor does he speak from [his own] inclination.

https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/watch-devo-go-hardcore-with-unhinged-uncontrollable-urge-performance-200187/
Matthew 9:29

Then he touched their eyes and said, “According to your faith let it be done to you”.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lovesickness

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/One_Man_Army

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lone_Ranger
Quran 53:2

Your companion [Muhammad] has not strayed, nor has he erred.

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57491
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trial_by_combat “Addiction”

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/156303364/posts/57504

In this case?

Many are called but only one is chosen…⁂

https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/EngagementChallenge

Acts 27:25 New International Version (NIV)

25 So keep up your courage, men, for I have faith in God that it will happen just as he told me.

https://takemeback.to/27-April-1986
“Single and Looking Signal”

“Bat Signal”

Quran 27:25

[And] so they do not prostrate to Allah, who brings forth what is hidden within the heavens and the earth and knows what you conceal and what you declare –
Love simply knows….

https://www.godbless-you.com/bible/mark+10:42-95

https://www.jw.org/en/bible-teachings/questions/great-flood-noahs-ark-story/
https://trustedpsychicmediums.com/angel-numbers/angel-number-4444-meaning/
“Before it controls you, control your mind with love and appreciation.”

― Debasish Mridha

When in actual love?

Anyone else simply feels wrong.

When I think of Jenna I feel good, when I think of Taylor I feel sick, same feeling happens with any other woman other than Jenna.

That’s when you know you stepped on a landmine that will trigger negative effects when you try to walk away from that love for her. ⁂

Psalm 25:6

Remember, O LORD, thy tender mercies and thy loving kindnesses; for they have been ever of old.
The friends and family I have around here in Toronto should be supporting me, not calling me crazy or saying I need psychological help for desiring to be with Jenna.

Her being a star is not reason why we cannot be together, that’s just a bullshit excuse they fall back on simply because they are jealous, envious and whatever else for not going for whoever they truly loved in their lives.

I am not going to be old in my bed and depressed over giving up on being with Jenna.

I would rather smoke and drink myself to death creating all this then face a healthy senior life with anyone else.

If I cannot be with Jenna?

I want to be here on this computer, if I cannot do either?

Shoot me right now, you have my permission. ⁂
Jeremiah 23:31

Yes,” declares the LORD, “I am against the prophets who wag their own tongues and yet declare, ‘The LORD declares.’

https://www.google.com/search?q=clara+oswald+tomorrow+i+might+say+yes&rlz=1C5GCEA_enCA851CA852&sxsrf=ACYBGNSzQN7MDOmQH9piysWGedDTSPCZpA:1581860734757&tbm=isch&source=iu&ictx=1&fir=cLOGL19xeyLTzM%253A%252CDCyZA8lA9TOoXM%252C_&vet=1&usg=AI4_-kTMaFjaFg-l8f9pgd0vkROoDJV6YQ&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjFjLe5mtbnAhXQnuAKHVNPAmMQ9QEwA3oECAQQBQ#imgrc=cLOGL19xeyLTzM:
Philippians 4:13

I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

https://www.vice.com/en_ca/article/7bmwgq/jesus-christ-king-of-poland-876
The urge to be with Jenna physically is stronger than the urge for cocaine, speed and heroine despite those three being everpresent since doing them in the past many times.

Hence why despite my cocaine dealer vanishing into thin air suddenly?

It does not bother me as much as not being able to speak with Jenna physically one on one.

I don’t even expect to her live with her 24/7, even periodic visits is good enough for me.

At which point it’s just like getting to do Cocaine for 10 days every 3-4 months or whatever.

It really boils down to I can only show I how truly feel physically, and I am not talking about sex.

Just simple physical intimacy.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/ca/blog/myths-desire/201708/the-sexual-science-cuddling
In the meantime drugs and alcohol do help allot, they numb the love trying to explode inside me.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+23-24&version=ESV
https://discordapp.com/channels/@me/535953483350933524
https://www.canada.ca/en/security-intelligence-service.html
Quran 23:18

And We have sent down rain from the sky in a measured amount and settled it in the earth.

And indeed, We are Able to take it away.
Joshua 23:15 New International Version (NIV)

15 But just as all the good things the Lord your God has promised you have come to you, so he will bring on you all the evil things he has threatened, until the Lord your God has destroyed you from this good land he has given you.

https://twitter.com/kobos_g

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clair_de_Lune

https://www.quora.com/What-does-1-gram-of-cocaine-look-like
Isaiah 11:1

A shoot will spring up from the stump of Jesse, and a branch from his roots will bear fruit.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Matchmaker_(1997_film)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sky_Is_Falling_(Pearson_novel)