I used to watch Dr. Who religiously.

Until Jenna left then I completely stopped watching the show altogether and followed her from there.

Turns out I love her more than the show which I really loved before but once she came along and left?

Dr. Who was dead to me.

Now there is only Jenna Coleman and whatever form she desires to be.

Like how can someone be so Goddamned beautiful?
That is the only question which boggles my mind, what’s the catch here?

She is so intensely amazing.

I see her in just imagery and imagination and all my reality falls apart.

I might as well be a coma patient on the floor without her as she is my air, my life support.

I have always gotten my way for 32 years and for once I would have no issues with her saying jump and me asking how high?

I fear nothing except her not loving me and not being with me.

“Confession is not betrayal.

What you say or do doesn’t matter; only feelings matter.

If they could make me stop loving you-that would be the real betrayal.” 

― George Orwell, 1984

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