When you drop down to nothing, you have nothing to lose.

When I pulled the plug on my old life 2 years ago before turning to the church I gave up everything and started back at zero again in a new province.

I just dropped everything and everyone to just vanish as I was not happy at all with the path I was on, considering I was ready to commit suicide at the time.

So where I ended up back in Ontario, Canada I began working on my writing religious and otherwise which then began expanding into greater ideas.

Since this time around in life I am able to aim higher with my goals and desires in terms of who I want to be with in life and what I would like to do.

I found that my whole issue before was low balling myself constantly.

Instead of reaching for the stars I was reaching for the sewers which is exactly what I ended up getting, the sewers.

So now where people laugh at me for loving a star and choosing to do religious and romantic writing It does not bother me at all.

Since I have seen my lowest point and it scares me as I have always valued life so to be at point where I was seriously planning to end it?

Was not good at all and all that stemmed from just simple lack of perspective and guidance.

Now that my perspective is towards the stars while shadowing the star I desire I feel no depression whatsoever as now I am filled with hope once again.

That relief from depression helped clear my head as even though now many mock and attack me for my new life choices in terms of trying to force me back below?

It doesn’t phase me at all since I was ready to die at my lowest point which is definitely not worth dying for, so now I am unstoppable towards my highest point.

Since in my view I rather be dead than not walking the path I am today.

Quran 8:46

And obey Allah and His Messenger, and do not dispute and [thus] lose courage and [then] your strength would depart; and be patient. Indeed, Allah is with the patient.

God Promises to Rescue his People

1 Israel, the LORD who created you says,
“Do not be afraid — I will save you.
I have called you by name — you are mine.

2 When you pass through deep waters, I will be with you;
your troubles will not overwhelm you.
When you pass through fire, you will not be burnt;
the hard trials that come will not hurt you.

3 For I am the LORD your God,
the holy God of Israel, who saves you.
I will give up Egypt to set you free;
I will give up Ethiopia and Seba.

4 I will give up whole nations to save your life,
because you are precious to me
and because I love you and give you honor.

5 Do not be afraid — I am with you!
“From the distant east and the farthest west,
I will bring your people home.

6 I will tell the north to let them go
and the south not to hold them back.
Let my people return from distant lands,
from every part of the world.

7 They are my own people,
and I created them to bring me glory.”

Israel is the LORD’s Witness

8 God says,
“Summon my people to court.
They have eyes, but they are blind;
they have ears, but they are deaf!

9 Summon the nations to come to the trial.
Which of their gods can predict the future?
Which of them foretold what is happening now?
Let these gods bring in their witnesses
to prove that they are right,
to testify to the truth of their words.

10 “People of Earth, you are my witnesses;
I chose you to be my servant,
so that you would know me and believe in me
and understand that I am the only God.
Besides me there is no other god;
there never was and never will be.

11“I alone am the LORD,
the only one who can save you.

12 I predicted what would happen,
and then I came to your aid.
No foreign god has ever done this;
you are my witnesses.

13 I am God and always will be.
No one can escape from my power;
no one can change what I do.”

Escape from Babylon

14 Israel’s holy God, the LORD who saves you, says,
“To save you, I will send an army against Babylon;
I will break down the city gates,
and the shouts of her people will turn into crying.

15 I am the LORD, your holy God.
I created you, Israel, and I am your king.”

16 Long ago the LORD made a road through the sea,
a path through the swirling waters.

17 He led a mighty army to destruction,
an army of chariots and horses.
Down they fell, never to rise,
snuffed out like the flame of a lamp!

18 But the LORD says,
“Do not cling to events of the past
or dwell on what happened long ago.

19 Watch for the new thing I am going to do.
It is happening already — you can see it now!
I will make a road through the wilderness
and give you streams of water there.

20 Even the wild animals will honor me;
jackals and ostriches will praise me
when I make rivers flow in the desert
to give water to my chosen people.

21 They are the people I made for myself,
and they will sing my praises!”

Israel’s Sin

22 The LORD says,
“But you were tired of me, Israel;
you did not worship me.

23 You did not bring me your burnt offerings of sheep;
you did not honor me with your sacrifices.
I did not burden you by demanding offerings
or wear you out by asking for incense.

24 You didn’t buy incense for me
or satisfy me with the fat of your animals.
Instead you burdened me with your sins;
you wore me out with the wrongs you committed.

25 And yet, I am the God who forgives your sins,
and I do this because of who I am.
I will not hold your sins against you.

26 “Let us go to court; bring your accusation!
Present your case to prove you are in the right!

27 Your earliest ancestor sinned;
your leaders sinned against me,

28 and your rulers profaned my sanctuary.
So I brought destruction on Israel;
I let my own people be insulted.”

Quran 8:47

And do not be like those who came forth from their homes insolently and to be seen by people and avert [them] from the way of Allah . And Allah is encompassing of what they do.

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