Due to accepting the fact that depression is an eternal thing meaning even if I had everything I have ever desired in the world?
I would still be depressed overall, meaning I have good days and bad days but that pattern never ever goes away whether on pills or off them.
There is no real cure for depression other than acceptance and just working with it the best way you can like through creativity.
Meanwhile on the other hand making others happy helps allot as well because then despite being depressed?
I feel satisfied that atleast someone else is smiling or doesn’t feel alone in their thoughts/heart since many think they are alone until someone speaks up.
Plus It would make for a pretty crappy world if everyone was sad, it would be the end of the world for me at that point since I would have no joy to feed from.
Some of us are stars meanwhile others are black holes.
I absorb light, she shines it while at the same time reflecting eachother.
That seen plus unseen or felt and unfelt light and love constantly flowing back and forth, therefore regardless of form it’s always there. ∞