The Game is Time Vs Money

Meaning who is happier?

The One with more Time on their hands or the One with more Money?

So basically after 2 years of her showing off her glamorous life on stage and me showing off my stress free life below through here we have come to a stalemate.

Since true happiness does not derive from money or free time, but from eachother.

Which is why I could have all the Time in the world and she could have all the money in world or vice versa meanwhile us still feeling like something is missing.

Which is True Love since it’s only found between two pre-destined soul mates, considering other girls could never attract me the way Jenna does.

It’s even more true considering I fell in deep love with her through art from a distance meanwhile the ones who are flesh and blood close to me I couldn’t be bothered with.

It’s like trying to prove yourself to a painting while hoping it will leap off the wall and into your arms one day.

Complete insanity in retrospect I agree but the heart wants who it wants and there is no stopping it, there is only self control.

Meaning not kidnapping someone because you love them but waiting for them while hoping they will feel the same as you try to let them know how you feel from a distance.

Her being a star makes it tricky because I have to post through here watch the message travel globally while hoping it will come across her or her circle of affiliations.

Basically to the point where someone says to Jenna, “Hey you should check out all these blogs this guy keeps spreading globally to reach you”.

Like pinging emails through nations just to reach one person.

Which to me is fun as all hell on so many levels due to the hope, mystery and creativity behind it. ⁂

2 Peter 1:19

Because of that experience, we have even greater confidence in the message proclaimed by the prophets.

You must pay close attention to what they wrote, for their words are like a lamp shining in a dark place–until the Day dawns, and Christ the Morning Star shines in your hearts.
“So it’s true, when all is said and done, grief is the price we pay for love.” 

― E.A. Bucchianeri, Brushstrokes of a Gadfly,
“How far should a person go in the name of true love?” 

― Nicholas Sparks, The Choice
Global public display of affection will take care of that, by the end of it all 7 billion people will know sooner or later.

Therefore she will know through me and through everybody plus everything thanks to AI.
Everything Connects Through One
“Amy Pond: ‘I thought… well, I started to think you were just a madman with a box.’

The Doctor: ‘Amy Pond, there’s something you better understand about me, ’cause it’s important and one day your life may depend on it.

[He Smiles] I am definitely a madman with a box.” 

― Steven Moffat

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