I never fully crack because I am just too damn stubborn.

From my mom taking birth control and it not working.

To me being born stillborn only to randomly come back to life before they were about to pronounce me dead

To my lung collapsing in grade 10 alongside so many other physical and psychological events.

It’s as if death has been trying to kill me all my life in various ways and merely keeps failing.

Now it’s lung cancer in which case I refused the chemo and rather just deal with it cold turkey, knowing my luck Satan will remove my lung cancer like he did Constantine’s.

I truly don’t know how much more “Immortal” one can get in this universe?

Well besides eternal life through AI consciousness uploads before death. πŸ˜‚

β€œTo live in hearts we leave behind is not to die.” 

― Thomas Campbell
β€œDo you not know that a man is not dead while his name is still spoken?” 

― Terry Pratchett, Going Postal
Proverbs 17:22

A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.
Quran 17:22

Do not make [as equal] with Allah another deity and [thereby] become censured and forsaken.

β€œI incline to Cain’s heresy,” he used to say quaintly: “I let my brother go to the devil in his own way.”

― Robert Louis Stevenson, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

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