People confuse addictions with boredom all the time.

My case stands as core proof to that theory.

I have achieved a life where I just do this all day but also my hearts desires are far away from me and I only live by my hearts desires which is to have free time and spend it with those I love.

Free time was achieved except now I need to bring back those I love which involves doing all this but it is monotonous work sitting in front of a radiation screen all day which is where boredom sits with me.

Causing me to smoke more, drink more and just figure out ways to keep myself occupied while doing next to nothing in terms of physical movement and actual human interaction.

Since I do not desire just anyone but specific ones.

So it’s that will to live and “insanity and boredom” go hand in hand as well.

Luckily my willpower to just live and be myself throughout all this has kept me sane, even through the insane moments. ⁂

“All human beings, as we meet them, are commingled out of good and evil: and Edward Hyde, alone, in the ranks of mankind, was pure evil.” 

― Robert Louis Stevenson, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
Every teacher needs an example and every scientist needs a lab rat.

“Sacrifice for the greater good”
“ABRAHAM: Do you bite your thumb at us, sir?

SAMPSON [Aside to Gregory]: Is the law of our side, if I say ay?

GREGORY [Aside to Sampson]: No.

SAMPSON: No, sir, I do not bite my thumb at you, sir, but I bite my thumb, sir.”

― William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet
Well I guess Mary just earned herself Her own Bible that she didn’t even have to write herself.
“Matter over Mind and Mind over Matter”

Mary is the Mother and Wife of God after all.

Like Jesus is the Father and the Son of Mary.

“It’s not incest when you’re twice removed or more”
“She had an evil face, smoothed by hypocrisy; but her manners were excellent.” 

― Robert Louis Stevenson, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
“All the worlds a Tag”

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