A woman needs to make a man feel like a King and man needs to make a woman feel like a Queen.

Otherwise we are just settling for less than we deserve.

I have my ego and chauvinistic ways but I also respect the opposite sex enough to think of her in the same fashion, not out of pity or guilt or anything.

No because I enjoy when one treats me in similar ways which all this proves the point that men need to feel empowered no different than women do.

So even if I just took Coleman’s character, placed words in her mouth alongside other book quotes and evidence if only to brainwash myself into feeling whole again through her?

It works none the less, the only difference is that without the significant other the portrayal I created like paintings on a wall and dreams fade away without a legitimate source behind it.

Which is my job on Earth to God no different than me creating that expectation for Coleman to do the same for me and in return I do the same for her as well.

Two birds one stone type of thing.

I love the power which emits from her because it resembles my own. ⁂

“Jace Herondale, once more a Herondale is the bringer of my deliverance.

I should have anticipated. – Clary” 

― Cassandra Clare, City of Heavenly Fire
Not to mention compared to when she was doing Dr. Who to now?

She looked way happier overall and less stressed.

I am not talking about just her in the show but even when they would catch her on the streets during those years, she had a glow about her.

Where as now she looks almost miserable.

Which could be the man she is with or the job and/or both even.

How can a man who seeks fame as well truly love a woman enough to focus on her more than himself?

They both have to promote their individual egos in order to stand out to receive roles and what not so it’s almost more a competition instead of an actual relationship.

Where as in my case it’s obviously a no contest scenario because I am only using the fame root to get to her and not the other way around.

Meaning once I have her unless we decide to create a further project out of this?

I’d be done, mission accomplished I can disappear again sort of thing.

I don’t want to be loved by 7 billion, I want to be loved by just one out of 7 billion or whatever we are at now.

Curiosity killed the cat, in a good way.

Mcfly got hit by a car too and it worked for him in more ways than one.
“Easy in bullet out.”

“The Iceman”
“If you loved someone, you loved them, and when you had nothing else to give, you still gave them love.” 

― George Orwell, 1984

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