Next to being in/professing love?

I feel alive when I have something/someone to attack in various ways.

Since love requires two people to physically move it forward in many ways which is why just creating love solo never ends well unless they are matched with someone in the process.

We end up realizing how much better we are compared to most in terms of love which instantly stabs the feeling of unfairness into the heart causing us to turn dark suddenly.

Now yes it does wear off and normally I would step away instead of unleashing my wrathy feelings online but there are just to many negatives all around me today and I need to vent.

I shouldn’t want to hurt or kill people around me most days but society presents no actual physical greater choices presently and since I am not a murderer?

I resort to beating the shit out of my keyboard with my fingers in order to reflect that pounding online, like punching a virtual wall in hopes that it will all come crashing down one day. ⁂

Matthew 7:15 

15 Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are traitorous thieves.
“…every King must have a fool or risk becoming the fool himself.” 

― W.H. Mitchell, The Dragons of Andromeda
“He drove his mind into the abyss where poetry is written.” 

― George Orwell, Keep the Aspidistra Flying
Because she’s heroine and I am suffering withdrawals today and I know that for a fact simply because viewing her calms me down.

It literally feels like taking a drug you have been craving since I feel it rush through my veins in the exact same fashion.

Its like putting Jenna into a needle and injecting her into my veins in order to get some temporary relief from my own personal emotions going haywire.

Which then leads back to the point I keep making over and over and over and over again constantly.

People are required to be paired with specific people otherwise unnecessary shit happens.

Its just the universal law of life, people can say whatever but I know what’s truly up when it comes to what should and shouldn’t be.

All people are the same, only their awareness levels are different.
1 Peter 1:23 

23 For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable,through the living and enduring word of God.

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