I am fighting for a future and people that do not exist yet even in terms of present selves.

Future people and enterprises cannot fund me to pay for others to join me from the future because of the simple fact that they do not exist yet. “Paradox Nexus Point, Pinpoint”

That’s why in doing this the first thing I had to remove is the idea of financial gain.

This is straight up if you love this planet and the people on it?

You will help them no matter what, even if they hate you for it. ⁂

“In order to mount to heaven, you used the Inferno to give you momentum.

“The further down you gain your momentum,” you often used to tell me, “the higher you shall be able to reach.

The militant Christian’s greatest worth is not his virtue, but his struggle to transform into virtue the impudence, dishonor, unfaithfulness, and malice within him.

One day Lucifer will be the most glorious archangel standing next to God; not Michael, Gabriel, or Raphael—but Lucifer, after he has finally transubstantiated his terrible darkness into light.”

― Nikos Kazantzakis, Saint Francis
Quran 17:1

Exalted is He who took His Servant by night from al-Masjid al-Haram to al-Masjid al- Aqsa, whose surroundings We have blessed, to show him of Our signs.

Indeed, He is the Hearing, the Seeing.

“Slim to none”

“Starving Artist”

“The starlight, which seemed strangely bright tonight, wasn’t starlight at all.

Instead, Lucifer’s demons had gathered high in the firmament above.

It was their eyes that shone like stars through the wildfire smoke.”

― Lauren Kate, Unforgiven

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When spending a $1000 dollars instead of just $730 is considered as “negative overspending”?

People definitely need reality checks then.

I live off next to nothing basically so if I decide to “treat” myself above that randomly?

Especially when we consider how much people “treat” themselves way above my numbers regularly?

I am free to do it without any feeling of guilt or betrayal to self.

At least I am not like those billionaires sitting on billions amounting up to trillions while demanding people pay more or return what was borrowed from them to the point of incarceration, penalty and/or assassination.

“A sensible woman can never be happy with a fool.”

― George Washington
“No woman wants to be in submission to a man who isn’t in submission to God!”

― T D Jakes

Ecclesiastes 5:10

He who loves money will not be satisfied with money, nor he who loves wealth with his income; this also is vanity.
We always owe it to ourselves to set the record straight.
The best of me is the bastard in me.


Swap daughter for son and it makes perfect sense.

“Mirrored Realities”



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