Hence why I state if I keep coming off as a dick regularly?

Quit checking me and check the environment, alter the environment you alter the person.

Which is the exact same story for most people who are like me more and less.

Back when I was able to work as a garbage man during my last job I had my own place with drugs and alcohol plus regular sex due to having my own place and there was peace.

I was creating happy, healing, comedic art instead of how it all twisted into darkness ever since catching pneumonia and being fired from my job due to missing too much time as a temp worker.

Which ties into why temp agencies are poison in terms of job creators.

Now I cannot do physical jobs for many other reason hence why where drugs and alcohol tie into dealing with the constant pains that I have to live with since all those types of jobs.

My “wrath” has been rising mainly because like the veterans as soon as I was “dubbed” useless to them?

Benefits, assistance and healthcare began being slashed over the years. ⁂

In Asia they call this the power of Chi and we haven’t even come close to my full power level which I pray we never ever reach.
And all these projections are just the energies I am releasing into the system to prevent me from doing exactly that like I did many times in the past causing chaos and destruction around me.

Like the one home my friend had to renovate after I had an explosion inside leaving the place in ruins.

Hence why I denied his offer to continue living there again since I knew I needed to be out on my own with a specific person and supports to maintain a bubble strong enough to maintain me in terms of keeping me calm.
If society could help me outside my requests?

They would have done it already through one of the many appointments I have had which has cost Canadian taxpayers astronomical amounts of money from just me alone.

Since I have been in and out of hospitals plus seeing doctors and therapists since I was 4.

I am 33 now and they have had no success.

Meanwhile in the last 5 years I have had greater success on my own terms so I simply need my other terms met to know for sure if my method will work on me for way less by comparison to me continuing with more doctors into the future costing Canadians even more since costs are rising not lowering these days.
Quran 33:45

O you Prophet, surely We have sent you as a witness, and a bearer of good tidings, and a constant warner.
“Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.”

― Martin Luther King Jr., I Have a Dream: Writings and Speeches That Changed the World

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