When one has been addicted for sooo long to many things and not just one?

I can only think and feel clearly while high/drunk including being left alone.

Hence why I usually wear headphones to drown people out while at home.

In terms of addiction?

The only time I am sober is the midpoint during sleep every night and even then sometimes I wake up to get high just to go back to sleep.

It has less to do with actually needing it but that it simply feels better while making whatever and whoever that much more enjoyable. ⁂

Genesis 32:30 King James Version (KJV)

30 And Jacob called the name of the place Peniel:

For I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved.

https://mirror-of-my-soul.com/
Doctors are metaphorical Vampire Slayers, they help others overcome addiction.

Which is really only the method of taking a negative addiction and switching it to a positive one, if it’s strong enough to break one away from whatever/whoever that is….

https://www.medicinenet.com/script/main/art.asp?articlekey=15912
Hence why I went to go get more beer just now in order to stay focused, which the same reason why I have more weed coming in through Canada Post today as well, which is also why I purchase Cocaine once a week and smoke and fuck etc etc etc…

I have to keep the inner psychopath at bay somehow.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Point_of_no_return
“Queen of the Damned”

“Snow White and the 7 Dwarves”

“7 Psychopaths”

https://drugabuse.com/the-7-most-addictive-prescription-medications/
Streets drugs are healthier for some people, pharmaceutical drugs are healthier for others in terms of mental health because no drug is really good for the body.

Therefore it’s one of those pollute the body to free the mind?

Or lose the mind just to have a healthier body and/or longer life?

I simply value my mind more than my body type of rationality.

https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/873132-interview-with-the-vampire

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