There are lessons in bad things all the time…

A woman gets raped so she buys a gun for self protection due to learning from that experience in terms of what happens when unprotected in some way.

No different than wearing condoms during sex.

Those who end up with aids or pregnant learn ways to make sure things like that never happen again due to the fear of it from happening again.

Same with genocides, wars, bad policies, greed etc…

Without all the bad we could never reach for the good. ⁂

Matthew 9:36 New International Version (NIV)

36 When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.
You can’t tell something or someone is an addiction until you try to give them up.
Drugs, Sex and Internet oh my…

“Pen is mightier than the Sword”

Especially when hollowed out to sniff Cocaine lines in order to knock one off their angry drunk high horse.

Cocaine causes some people to turn edgy, Alcohol is my weakness and the cause of all my past crimes and problems right up to present.

Sadly alcohol is legal and free for me meanwhile Cocaine is illegal and costly despite me being able to function like a normal human being on it.

I was ready to go out and visit a friend after spending the last year at home but then the Cocaine ran out, I started drinking again and cancelled my plans to stay home.

When dealing with a psychopath?

That’s societies fault since I am simply just trying to find medicines which work for me after 25 years of big pharma failures and side effects which are no better than alcohol until 30.

Now since I have been self medicating from 30 to present?

Many issues dropped drastically and only keep rising because once again society decided withholding my medicine from me while pushing poison instead is the best answer.
Of course you don’t, you’re not a psychopath, it’s that simple.

If you do not believe me and ignore what I am expressing?

I will kill someone is not many one day and that will be on you.

So medical Cocaine for one or the CN Tower explodes one day?
The urge to kill also known as blood cravings in many books of lore.

Not everyone, well not all at once, depends on the person and moment really.

Sometimes I am around someone or some people and I have no urge, other times like this morning?

All I am flooded with is thoughts of killing the people in my household through food poisoning and otherwise, do you know why?

Because if they die?

I get all the money and the place to myself, perfecting my solo life once and for all.

Hence the saying, their breathing is unacceptable when I have needs not being met and their deaths are the key to obtaining them faster when others decide to ignore the situation.

I sent her a letter, tags and created posts reaching out to her.

No different than how I did many others including emails to politicians, The Queen, police, doctors and lawyer plus schools to prevent me from murdering down the road.

Their lack of response only sews aiding and abetting neglect once shit hits the fan.
And think it, plus confess to it regularly, online and offline, on this platform and others.
“When a man is denied the right to live the life he believes in, he has no choice but to become an outlaw.”

― Nelson Mandela to murder.
“You wanna fly, you have to give up the shit and people who weigh you down at all costs.”

― Toni Morrison, Song of Solomon

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