I am not in a position to help, I got nothing but my expressions.

I’d hand them a billion dollars if I could but I can’t, all I can afford to do is shout at these walls all day in hopes of opening up the hearts of others to the extent of my own.

If I had the money to be batman I would be batman, I am not the problem here. ⁂

Quran 1:3

The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful,

Watch lecture by Bayyinah

“Down by the bay, where the watermelons grow, back to my home, I dare not go, for if I do I will surly be hanged…” 😂

1 Peter 1:13 New International Version (NIV)

Be Holy

13 Therefore, with minds that are alert and fully sober, set your hope on the grace to be brought to you when Jesus Christ is revealed at his coming.
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“In his mind he fingered the necklace of the days to come.”

― Ian Fleming, Casino Royale
“Besides, do you think you would have come if I’d just popped into your tattoo shop one night around closing and said, ‘Hello, I’m the Prince of Darkness.

Think you could help me out with a little war next Tuesday, say, sixish?”

― Richard Kadrey, Butcher Bird
Romans 12:2 New International Version (NIV)

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. 

Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
“Twitter and WordPress”

“Straight and Gay”

“Love and Hate”

“God and Satan”

“Allah and Lucifer”

“Jenna and Jordan”

“Woman and Dick”

“Just Marry Jesus Already” 😂

Ecclesiastes 1:9 New International Version (NIV)

What has been will be again,
    what has been done will be done again;
    there is nothing new under the sun.

Every day is different, there’s no day that’s the same.

Jenna Coleman

“When at Home”

It started snowing outside randomly…

I was like wtf are those mini snow flakes? 😂 “Dandruff” “Devil DNA Rough”.


Tom is just upset because I love Jenna, which is normal. 😂
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“Someone is always listening”
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Which must be upheld at all times which is a full time job.

I can afford the time to worship Coleman near and far simply because I do not actually work.

When one is busy shooting films and the other is busy shooting films, when do they have time to properly love each other?

Women wanna work fine, I’ll stay at home with the kids none of this two people have to work bullshit.

One serves money the other serves love.

“Opposites Attract”

The only way to find out is to see for yourself.

“I think the biggest disease the world suffers from in this day and age is the disease of people feeling unloved”

― Princess Diana

― George Washington, Address of George Washington, to the United States of America, on His Resignation.

“Throwing the Book at people”

At least it’s not stones. ⁂ <—– These are snow balls.

I never threw a single stone at anyone in actuality, it bounced off the board. 😂


“Those whom the Gods wish to destroy, they first make bored.”

― Ian Fleming, From Russia With Love
Quran 12:17

They said, “O our father, indeed we went racing each other and left Joseph with our possessions, and a wolf ate him.

But you would not believe us, even if we were truthful.”
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“No morn has ever dawned more favourably than ours did; and no day was ever more clouded than the present.

Wisdom and good examples are necessary at this time to rescue the political machine from the impending storm.”

― George Washington
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Lies! 😂
“I Am Returned”
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Mark 10:29 New International Version (NIV)

29 “Truly I tell you,” Jesus replied, “no one who has left home or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or fields for me and the gospel.”
Love crushes hate, temporarily and otherwise.
Galatians 5:22 New International Version (NIV)

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness.
“The government of the United States is not, in any sense, founded on the Christian religion.

John Adams, U.S. President”

― George Washington, Quotes on the Dangers of Religion

Obviously, God is a Monarchy and America is not.

Those who only care about money attack me.

Those who simply desire freedom and love? Agree or step aside to let me do my job.

He has a business to uphold so he needs to jerk off people for money.

I have humanity to uphold so I simply have to put people before money always. ⁂

People who love above, people who hate below.
Moreover it’s one of the main reasons for the downfall of the British Empire.

Be a good girl and make me some coffee.”

― Ian Fleming, Goldfinger
Doing cocaine for a day…

But then I missed your presence and returned. 😂
Genesis 9:12

And God said, “This is the sign of the covenant I am making between me and you and every living creature with you, a covenant for all generations to come:
Luke 14:26

“If anyone comes to me and does not hate father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters–yes, even their own life–such a person cannot be my disciple.”

Quran 10:16

Say, “If Allah had willed, I would not have recited it to you, nor would He have made it known to you, for I had remained among you a lifetime before it.

Then will you not reason?”
“Who controls the past controls the future.

Who controls the present controls the past.”

― George Orwell, 1984
Can’t they see that social media is militarized zone?

They crave a million followers, I only crave one.

“You are about to awake when you dream that you are dreaming.”

― Ian Fleming
Matthew 3:13

Then Jesus came from Galilee to the Jordan to be baptized by John.
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Matthew 24:3

As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately.

“Tell us,” they said, “when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?”
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What she said…


Them: Are you a troll?

No I just “hate” many people in general. ⁂ “Sun Logic 101”

Luke 9:54 New International Version (NIV)

54 When the disciples James and John saw this, they asked, “Lord, do you want us to call fire down from heaven to destroy them[a]?”

Luke 9:54 Some manuscripts them, just as Elijah did
Quran 8:40

And in case they turn away, then know that Allah is your Supreme Patronizer, The Excellent Supreme Patronizer, and The Excellent Supreme Vindicator!
Psalm 88 King James Version (KJV)

88 O lord God of my salvation, I have cried day and night before thee:

Let my prayer come before thee: incline thine ear unto my cry;

For my soul is full of troubles: and my life draweth nigh unto the grave.

I am counted with them that go down into the pit: I am as a man that hath no strength:

Free among the dead, like the slain that lie in the grave, whom thou rememberest no more: and they are cut off from thy hand.

Thou hast laid me in the lowest pit, in darkness, in the deeps.

Thy wrath lieth hard upon me, and thou hast afflicted me with all thy waves. Selah.

Thou hast put away mine acquaintance far from me; thou hast made me an abomination unto them: I am shut up, and I cannot come forth.

Mine eye mourneth by reason of affliction: Lord, I have called daily upon thee, I have stretched out my hands unto thee.

10 Wilt thou shew wonders to the dead? shall the dead arise and praise thee? Selah.

11 Shall thy lovingkindness be declared in the grave? or thy faithfulness in destruction?

12 Shall thy wonders be known in the dark? and thy righteousness in the land of forgetfulness?

13 But unto thee have I cried, O Lord; and in the morning shall my prayer prevent thee.

14 Lord, why castest thou off my soul? why hidest thou thy face from me?

15 I am afflicted and ready to die from my youth up: while I suffer thy terrors I am distracted.

16 Thy fierce wrath goeth over me; thy terrors have cut me off.

17 They came round about me daily like water; they compassed me about together.

18 Lover and friend hast thou put far from me, and mine acquaintance into darkness.
Isaiah 66 New International Version (NIV)

Judgment and Hope

66 This is what the Lord says:
“Heaven is my throne,
    and the earth is my footstool.
Where is the house you will build for me?
    Where will my resting place be?

Has not my hand made all these things,
    and so they came into being?”
declares the Lord.
“These are the ones I look on with favor:
    those who are humble and contrite in spirit,
    and who tremble at my word.

But whoever sacrifices a bull
    is like one who kills a person,
and whoever offers a lamb
    is like one who breaks a dog’s neck;
whoever makes a grain offering
    is like one who presents pig’s blood,
and whoever burns memorial incense
    is like one who worships an idol.
They have chosen their own ways,
    and they delight in their abominations;

so I also will choose harsh treatment for them
    and will bring on them what they dread.
For when I called, no one answered,
    when I spoke, no one listened.
They did evil in my sight
    and chose what displeases me.”

Hear the word of the Lord,
    you who tremble at his word:
“Your own people who hate you,
    and exclude you because of my name, have said,
‘Let the Lord be glorified,
    that we may see your joy!’
    Yet they will be put to shame.

Hear that uproar from the city,
    hear that noise from the temple!
It is the sound of the Lord
    repaying his enemies all they deserve.

“Before she goes into labor,
    she gives birth;
before the pains come upon her,
    she delivers a son.

Who has ever heard of such things?
    Who has ever seen things like this?
Can a country be born in a day
    or a nation be brought forth in a moment?
Yet no sooner is Zion in labor
    than she gives birth to her children.

Do I bring to the moment of birth
    and not give delivery?” says the Lord.
“Do I close up the womb
    when I bring to delivery?” says your God.

10 “Rejoice with Jerusalem and be glad for her,
    all you who love her;
rejoice greatly with her,
    all you who mourn over her.

11 For you will nurse and be satisfied
    at her comforting breasts;
you will drink deeply
    and delight in her overflowing abundance.”

12 For this is what the Lord says:
“I will extend peace to her like a river,
    and the wealth of nations like a flooding stream;
you will nurse and be carried on her arm
    and dandled on her knees.

13 As a mother comforts her child,
    so will I comfort you;
    and you will be comforted over Jerusalem.”

14 When you see this, your heart will rejoice
    and you will flourish like grass;
the hand of the Lord will be made known to his servants,
    but his fury will be shown to his foes.

15 See, the Lord is coming with fire,
    and his chariots are like a whirlwind;
he will bring down his anger with fury,
    and his rebuke with flames of fire.

16 For with fire and with his sword
    the Lord will execute judgment on all people,
    and many will be those slain by the Lord.

17 “Those who consecrate and purify themselves to go into the gardens, following one who is among those who eat the flesh of pigs, rats and other unclean things—they will meet their end together with the one they follow,” declares the Lord.

18 “And I, because of what they have planned and done, am about to come[a] and gather the people of all nations and languages, and they will come and see my glory.

19 “I will set a sign among them, and I will send some of those who survive to the nations—to Tarshish, to the Libyans[b] and Lydians (famous as archers), to Tubal and Greece, and to the distant islands that have not heard of my fame or seen my glory. They will proclaim my glory among the nations. 

20 And they will bring all your people, from all the nations, to my holy mountain in Jerusalem as an offering to the Lord—on horses, in chariots and wagons, and on mules and camels,” says the Lord. “They will bring them, as the Israelites bring their grain offerings, to the temple of the Lord in ceremonially clean vessels. 

21 And I will select some of them also to be priests and Levites,” says the Lord.

22 “As the new heavens and the new earth that I make will endure before me,” declares the Lord, “so will your name and descendants endure. 

23 From one New Moon to another and from one Sabbath to another, all mankind will come and bow down before me,” says the Lord. 

24 “And they will go out and look on the dead bodies of those who rebelled against me; the worms that eat them will not die, the fire that burns them will not be quenched, and they will be loathsome to all mankind.”

Isaiah 66:18 The meaning of the Hebrew for this clause is uncertain.
Isaiah 66:19 Some Septuagint manuscripts Put (Libyans); Hebrew Pul
Quran 17:3

O descendants of those We carried [in the ship] with Noah. Indeed, he was a grateful servant.
Quran 8:56

The ones with whom you made a treaty but then they break their pledge every time, and they do not fear Allah .
John 9:25 New International Version (NIV)

25 He replied, “Whether he is a sinner or not, I don’t know.

One thing I do know. I was blind but now I see!”
The funny part is last nights dream involved my old classmates from high school visiting the ocean to go swimming.

I asked how long we will be here and Sarah said 7 days, then I woke up drenched in sweat. 😂
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“You start to die the moment you are born.

The whole of life is cutting through the pack with death.

So take it easy.”

― Ian Fleming, Live and Let Die
“Do not suffer your good nature […] to say yes when you ought to say no; remember that it is a public not a private cause that is to be injured or benefitted by your choice”

― George Washington
“Sol Ride”

“Louise Diary”


Love is like drinking.

You get drunk on love one day and then feel completely hung over and drained the next day. 😂

Isaiah 10:15 New International Version (NIV)

15 Does the ax raise itself above the person who swings it,
    or the saw boast against the one who uses it?

As if a rod were to wield the person who lifts it up,
    or a club brandish the one who is not wood!
Quran 9:18

The mosques of Allah are only to be maintained by those who believe in Allah and the Last Day and establish prayer and give zakah and do not fear except Allah, for it is expected that those will be of the [rightly] guided.
Quran 40:1

Ha, Meem.

John 9:38

Then the man said, “Lord, I believe,” and he worshiped him.
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Yeah I don’t need to worship myself, only her.
Yeah Tinsel Towns finest…😂

It’s funny because I see other women all the time wearing “sexy” clothing and it has little to no effect on me.

I see her feet and boom I am transfixed by her.

I don’t even have a foot fetish but apparently she gives me an everything fetish suddenly. 😂
I would go clothes shopping all day with her. 😂
“The Church says that the earth is flat, but I know that it is round, for I have seen the shadow on the moon, and I have more faith in a shadow than in the Church.

Ferdinand Magellan, Portuguese and Spanish explorer”

― George Washington, Quotes on the Dangers of Religion

“Those who have committed no faults want no pardon.

We are only defending what we deem our indisputable rights.”

― George Washington

“Free of all Charges”

This may be my only post today…

Since I appear to be in a straight up asshole mood with most of my thoughts and feelings.

Just one of those days where you wake up set the world on fire, tell her sorry and I love you followed by a nose dive into a pile of Cocaine because you know you are evil at it’s finest.

Just because one can control themselves in terms of not acting upon it outside the virtual box, does not mean the urges are not there.

The pictures of Coleman usually work better but inner me being a dick today is like, wtf am I supposed to do with a bunch of pictures? ⁂ 😂

Ezekiel 16:43

“‘Because you did not remember the days of your youth but enraged me with all these things, I will surely bring down on your head what you have done, declares the Sovereign LORD.

Did you not add lewdness to all your other detestable practices?
Matthew 7:20

Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.
Luke 8:47

Then the woman, seeing that she could not go unnoticed, came trembling and fell at his feet.

In the presence of all the people, she told why she had touched him and how she had been instantly healed.
Just switch the woman for the man coming into contact with female Jesus Coleman to cause that same healing and bingo.

My urges already dropped significantly at this point in the post.

She is like reverse kryptonite.

I feel sick the further away I am from her, meanwhile when I get close I feel better.

It’s like magic.
2 Corinthians 7:1

Therefore, since we have these promises, dear friends, let us purify ourselves from everything that contaminates body and spirit, perfecting holiness out of reverence for God.
Numbers 12:6

He said, “Listen to my words: “When there is a prophet among you, I, the LORD, reveal myself to them in visions, I speak to them in dreams.
Numbers 11:17

I will come down and speak with you there, and I will take some of the power of the Spirit that is on you and put it on them.

They will share the burden of the people with you so that you will not have to carry it alone.

Quran 9:44

Those who believe in Allah and the Last Day would not ask permission of you to be excused from striving with their wealth and their lives.

And Allah is Knowing of those who fear Him.
“Creationists make it sound like a ‘theory’ is something you dreamt up after being drunk all night.

Isaac Asimov, Russian-born American author”

― George Washington, Quotes on the Dangers of Religion
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“Surround yourself with human beings, my dear James.

They are easier to fight for than principles.’

He laughed. ‘But don’t let me down and become human yourself.

We would lose such a wonderful machine.”

― Ian Fleming, Casino Royale
“Experience has taught us, that men will not adopt and carry into execution measures best calculated for their own good, without the intervention of a coercive power.”

― George Washington

Doesn’t matter who they or what country they are from…

We are all in the same “Ark” together, if nukes fly from anyone? We are all feeling it.

Like gang rape with a side of Fukushima. ⁂ “Fook me fook you” 😂

Quran 11:52

And O my people, ask forgiveness of your Lord and then repent to Him.

He will send [rain from] the sky upon you in showers and increase you in strength [added] to your strength.

And do not turn away, [being] criminals.”
“It is a much easier and less distressing thing to draw remonstrances in a comfortable room by a good fireside than to occupy a cold bleak hill and sleep under frost and snow without cloaths or blankets.”

― George Washington
Quran 9:13

Would you not fight a people who broke their oaths and determined to expel the Messenger, and they had begun [the attack upon] you the first time?

Do you fear them? But Allah has more right that you should fear Him, if you are [truly] believers.
But when there is no one to do, one seeks alternative means of getting by until she arrives.
Exactly as above so below.

Art and Real.

Alcohol and Cocaine.

Clara and Coleman.

Her: Insane people are just trapped in between realties.

Me: What does that make me?

Her: Blocking the door. 😂


“The Burden of Proof”

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Every day is different, there’s no day that’s the same.

Jenna Coleman

“There’s nothing wrong with being different.”

― Victoria Aveyard, Red Queen

I won’t bring up the Holy Polish Monarchy….

*3 beers later*

Matthew 21:22 New International Version (NIV)

22 If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.”
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It can all stop when people are ready to accept reality.

Not much I can do beyond that….free will works all ways. ⁂


Quran 15:8

We do not send down the angels except with truth; and the disbelievers would not then be reprieved.
The 80/20 Rule.

“28 days later”

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“Completely Understanding”

“See you Soon”

“Death Wish”

Many people make wishes, not just children.

But every wish comes with a trial before to see if you are deserving.

Depending on the wish sometimes we must work it through ourselves only, in other cases through others as well.

Which is our case.

And I understand simply because someone as gorgeous and intelligent as her deserves the best love has to offer.


Meaning she is an actress so she will be having certain “scenes” at times.

Which doesn’t bother me.

As long as she loves me, that’s all I care about.
“A man is accepted into a church for what he believes and he is turned out for what he knows.

Samuel Clemens “Mark Twain”, American author and humorist”

― George Washington, Quotes on the Dangers of Religion


If I’m with a group of people, I’m okay, but actually I’m quite a nervous person if I’m just one-to-one with somebody.

Jenna Coleman
No one looks like what they see in the actual mirror.

Like vampires we are actually invisible to our own image, even through photos as people see something completely different than what we do when looking at our own selves and vice versa for them.

“Confirmation of Beauty is Key”

“Cob Key”


“World Wide Web”
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“Mind Blown”

Quran 3:5

Indeed, from Allah nothing is hidden in the earth nor in the heaven.

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It’s true…even for me. 😂
Well that makes sense at least….😂

“Every man thinks God is on his side.

The rich and powerful know God is. Jean Anouilh, French dramatist and playwright”

― George Washington, Quotes on the Dangers of Religion

Whatever I am God, I guess the female God thing doesn’t fly for long no matter how hard I try to pass off my reality buck….😂