Addiction to whatever embeds itself into every facet of your life…

If you received Cocaine in the mailbox and now you don’t? Old habits die hard type of thing.

We become addicted to people the same way like I am to Jenna Coleman.

Every time I click the Instagram icon it goes to her home page first, then I check the rest after since she rarely posts.

Now that addiction replicates into everyday like, life family and friends we enjoy and become used to like drugs except people are healthier in many cases.

Until they are gone and then you find yourself basically imagining them every so often as if they still existed in the ways you remember them.

Just like frozen moments in photos, except in memory. ⁂

Isaiah 59:1 New International Version (NIV)

Sin, Confession and Redemption
59 Surely the arm of the Lord is not too short to save,
    nor his ear too dull to hear.
Even just reviewing these shots while creating this post right now as I type the desire to check my mailbox spiked suddenly.

Then logic kicked in and I know I get a message letting me know I have mail whenever Cocaine is delivered.

The point is that is how fast a super rough urge can ignite suddenly.

Just from watching a movie on Netflix let alone snapping it and reposting it while typing about through the urge of checking the mailbox and just to do cocaine in general.

Of course Cocaine would be wonderful right now just like sex, it’s one of the greatest feelings in the world alongside other drugs and feelings.
A drug.

“Losing Focus”
“Regaining Focus”

Not saying this one is ugly just that she’s no Jenna…🤣
I know all my drinking spawned my kidney stone last summer and yet here I am drinking daily still.

No different how I know smoking cigarettes and weed in excess alongside doing other drugs while not wearing proper health and safety equipment at many sketchy jobs gave me skin cancer which I beat, lung cancer which I beat, tongue cancer that may be on the rise now by the looks of it and yet I still smoke cigarettes and weed daily.

The only difference is I stay at home now.

Meaning yes I was intoxicated at every job daily since 19 and yes that includes driving to and from work.
When you arrive high and drunk while acting normal and looking normal as a first let alone many impressions?

No one ever could actually tell to the point of oh yes forsure until confirmation arose in some way.

No different than all these daily posts, I am never actually sober while creating any of these and yet am still able to effectively in most cases.

The mind and body simply adapts, that’s it that’s all.

So basically the painting of Jesus is the 21 under me…

And all this is the 22 over me…🤣 “Shot June”

“Belief and order give strength.

Have to clear rubble before you can build.”

― Robert Jordan, Lord of Chaos
Isaiah 6:9

And he said, Go, and tell this people, Hear ye indeed, but understand not; and see ye indeed, but perceive not. “From The Truth, well minus Siri”
People try to be like me and then they become to addicted and go nuts, or overdose and die or commit crimes etc etc…

Hence the whole do as I say not as I do always.

Mimic my good but be weary of my bad.
You get used to them…🤣

I may have dropped out of high school and frauded my way into university just to drop out of that too…

But I read and studied allot right up to this present day, I love education, I just hate the systems they try to force me into. ⁂

Quran 36:14

When We sent to them two but they denied them, so We strengthened them with a third, and they said, “Indeed, we are messengers to you.”
Job 36:13

The godless in heart harbor resentment; even when he fetters them, they do not cry for help.

"Little Dad Versus Big Dad" "Poor V Rich"

I may be poor and not living with them or anywhere near them but they still desire me anyways simply because I treat them as they wish to be treated while monitoring them whenever with them. ⁂

Beautifully crazy…
Luke 20:45-47

Then in the audience of all the people he said unto his disciples, … “Good One”
Matthew 24:15

When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let them understand:)

Every awareness/revelation still leads to the same question over and over again…

Great! Now why is Jenna Coleman not with me physically yet? 🤣
“Eye Candy”
Oh you’ll like it especially after getting lots of attention from me…🤣 as in her.

It's one of those…

Well if you’re not gonna tell me then I am gonna show you what you should be telling me. 🤣

John 18:37 New International Version (NIV)

37 “You are a king, then!” said Pilate.

Jesus answered, “You say that I am a king. In fact, the reason I was born and came into the world is to testify to the truth. Everyone on the side of truth listens to me.”
That explains allot…🤣

"Cell Body And Cells"

In many ways it all evens out equally in many cases…. “Heaven and Hell Within Reflecting Out” ⁂

“I Am Jordan Thank You” 🤣
Now I know why I avoided Alcohol most my life…

I enjoy the warmth it gives you too much…

Sure speed and cocaine compare but those are not readily available like alcohol.

“Less is more”

1-2 pills every so often compared to 6-8 tall boys a day?

I am pretty sure my liver among other things would appreciate the illegal drugs more.

I don’t plan to live past the age of retirement anyways.
Then there is the cold turkey option but in her care under her roof.
Matthew 15:11

No one is defiled by what enters their mouth, but by what comes out of it.

It's never what, always who with me…

Sure I appreciate things but I appreciate a woman more…⁂ “April = Appraisal”

So what do you want Harry for arranging a one on meeting between her an I?

Spotlight removal?

To be allowed to return back to normal life with enough money to still survive without having to do media and public appearances as work?
I get best of both world since I am in it without being bothered by it.

“There can only be one”

“God Mode”
Here to pick me up and go wherever together….
And give you the life you desire otherwise…⁂,_Duke_of_Sussex

Majority rise up…

We all agree that we don’t want Jordan working anywhere near the general population outside the box and well in many places inside the box too…🤣

John 4:36

Even now the one who reaps draws a wage and harvests a crop for eternal life, so that the sower and the reaper may be glad together. “In Mexico”
“It’s more useful to have many fear you than respect you.”

― J. Cornell Michel, Jordan’s Brains: A Zombie Evolution
“To be wanted by many and to be unwanted to appear in court by another many”
“The Untouchable Absolute Power”

Word of mouth online and offline…

If you tell enough people you love someone? They eventually become informed as well. ⁂
Either way at least she knows I am here for her regardless of relationship status.

“I don’t just want it, I need it” 😂