The whole point is that between I am…

And simply many powerful and meek people want me to be? There is no choice or debate in the matter from any perspective because unless I kill myself? They won’t let me quit type of thing. Easy in bullet out…🤣 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/All_Is_Fair_in_Love_and_War

I notice things simply because it's a what I would do/have done type of reality…

The difference is I mainly think of doing things while people actually do those things in most cases, which then end up being good and/or bad in all cases. Somebody always wins and when I am on all sides? I always win as well. ⁂ https://wikiislam.net/wiki/Allah_the_Best_Deceiver