If you don’t die from being a drug addict?
There is a good chance you will simply grow out of them like I have.
Sure I do them from time to time still but I don’t care for them nor chase them like I used to.
Instead of doing all of the above now I mainly stick to weed and beer.
It’s better to be “cleaner” and happy than it is to make yourself miserable over the fact that you require something to replace those “urges” still, since who knows?
Maybe you will grow out of those too eventually as more time progresses and you pick up other “urge fixes” along the way, like you did with writing to replace chemicals. ⁂
I be like, so am I, it’s called commitment to my wife who was and is again to be.
Long story short tommy boy?
She needs you like a bullet hole in the head. ⁂
She can be and promote while becoming plus mingling with whoever and whatever the hell she wants to, I want her to be her free self up to “one condition”.
That she truly only loves me above all the rest like I do her.
That does not mean hate others but simply she only shares a bed with me and no one else.
When it comes to me sex is not just sex, it’s sacred and only shared with one.
Hence why I never cheat nor have cheated nor will ever cheat on a woman in my life. ⁂
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unconditional_love “Un” = One.