Falling in love with it to the point of recreating depressing/lovey scenarios to hurt one self emotionally.
Just like I cut into myself many times in the past, I simply learned how to do it in other ways through online.
Can’t cure someone who enjoys the pain, let alone attempt to scare them with pain. ⁂
This is even way before fists and weapons come into play….😂
Also known as teamwork. ⁂
Since I appear to be in a straight up asshole mood with most of my thoughts and feelings.
Just one of those days where you wake up set the world on fire, tell her sorry and I love you followed by a nose dive into a pile of Cocaine because you know you are evil at it’s finest.
Just because one can control themselves in terms of not acting upon it outside the virtual box, does not mean the urges are not there.
The pictures of Coleman usually work better but inner me being a dick today is like, wtf am I supposed to do with a bunch of pictures? ⁂ 😂
As soon as the urges rise too high I “inject” myself with her in order to feel a feeling of relief again.
That’s a person who is a cure, not pills but a simple human being. ⁂
Me: That’s all I have left, good health and fading. ⁂