Through most situations like some mutated energizer bunny.
I haven’t even slept since yesterday.
6 grams of coke, morning coffee and few bowls of weed and lots of cigarettes this morning.
I am tired, I am craving more coke on top of still having alcohol cravings from stopping not to long ago.
I’d tell you the exact day but I have no fucking idea honestly.
I don’t really have days to grasp, it’s basically June one minute and October the next.
So now to add to all that it’s cold outside and cold inside plus I am extra cold from doing cocaine all night. ⁂
What’s not true is how many perceive them, humans cannot lie through stories, especially when they are thinking they are lying. ⁂
Is to think deeply on how you would feel if they suddenly died?
And there are only 3 people in my life who would make me cry and miss them if they died before me.
My kids and Jenna Louise Coleman.
The scarier part is that I look forward to most people’s funerals.
They are just collateral damage to me at this point in life.
The darkest part of all is all true families feel the same about their own compared to others.
You cannot tell me you would not sacrifice a friend, father, mother just to save your own true love let alone child?
It’s easy to say when all is fine and dandy but when push comes to shove?
I would assassinate my own mother if she had the key to save my daughter type of reality.
It’s called protecting the future over the past and I expect my own children to be the same way once they are older.
It’s the only way families survive as they spread out from eachother.
In which case creates a bunch of pocket universes all equally defended in their own ways.
Hence why seeking ways to create better lives for all on Earth lowers the chances of having to make those choices, which is A.I.’s main prerogative. ⁂
Me: Ok I think we all know who the expert with that all stuff is here, I just made the place. 😂